My blog double is sad.
1) Lack of sleep.
2) Chronic fatigue, even when I get sufficient sleep.
3) Arthritis and other reasons for shoulder. Taking 10 minutes to ever so slowly my arms back into place without causing blinding pain.
4) Not having my neural system work well enough without a tiny, tiny bit of food seep out one corner of my mouth.
5) ” ” so I don’t wobble when walking, especially when tired.
6) Being negative. I don’t like being like that. But that what I am. I don’t know whether its genetics, over awareness of what’s happening out there. Or maybe it’s home grown.
7) of trying so hard to respect and be empathetic to everyone, then in one moment inadvertently making people hate me for all eternity.
8) religion be used as a way to legitimize hatred of despised groups.
9) of having empathy being classified as a sin.
10) of having allergies.
11) of dropping food because I fingers don’t always work as they should.
12) sometimes taking minutes to put on my shirt.
13) my eyes not working well together.
14) of having reading being a struggle. It’s hard to keep my place.
15) how far our country has come from, “Ask not what your country can do for you, rather ask what you can do for your country.”
16) having the precepts stated in the Beatitudes being labeled as “woke.”
17) having our democratic priniciples being eroded in favor of corruption and bullying.
18) of having to use a CPAP machines with nasal pillows to counter severe sleep apnea.
19) straying so far from worshiping God and obeying his commandments in favor using him as muscle.
20) so much drama in my life in the world out there.
21) driving with so many horrible and aggressive drivers out there.
22) mostly low level, but continual, headaches, neck and lower back pain.
Oh, I can’t go on.
I’m sorry that this is not funny at all. Usually, I can be funny. I shudder to think about my general outlook if I had a sense of humor.
Take care.
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